Being a girl definitely has it's ups and downs. Here I thought I could be strong headed and stubborn as I'd always been in my entire life, but no. Now, things have changed and I feel vulnerable. Stupid vulnerable like I'd never felt before. How can a few small events change such a huge part of who I am?
I had my happy balance before and all I want is it back. Stop messing with my head. Stop it. Someone just needs to tell me how this all ends.
I love where I am right now. My weekends have been enjoyable and my friends have kept me sane through all of my work stress. My promotion helped alleviate some of my qualms toward my job, but there's still this lingering change that I don't fully understand. I want it to go away but I don't. Maybe I should just let it ride and see where this vulnerability goes. But if I go completely soft, I expect someone to punch me in my face. Bene? Bene.
