Lacking.

Ever felt that feeling that you're lacking something? I'm there. I'm studying the business of corporate social responsibility and I feel like I have to contribute back to people, going Gandhi here. Just because I feel this way doesn't mean I can just jump out and do something. I feel like to do something so selfless, one, you have to be established in life, two, have enough wealth to help a cause, and three, influential friends who will get the word out. I am far from there. Hopefully one day it'll happen. But, not yet. Goal in life: be a philanthropist.

Tomorrow is the first day of Discovery! I'm so excited. A bit nervous but excited. My boss called me today and said "where are you? all the interns are getting settled in." I freaked out, but it was all just a misunderstanding of schedules. I do start tomorrow. Phew. Good thing though, the career fair was today and I wanted to get out there and give my resume to some employers. Fail. Everyone's looking for interns because they can't afford to pay anyone in this economy. Free labor for the win? I don't even know how the phrase 'for the win' began anyway. Scratch that from any future posts. The philanthropist in me geared toward the Peace Corps, but it's too late to apply to that now, but maybe next year. Keeping my options open.

This Corporate Social Responsibility class is really getting to me. I'm really interested and consistently doing my readings which I can't say I'm quite doing for another class I'm not particularly interested in. Hah. Not telling.

Looking for a part-time job in the meantime as my internship doesn't call for too many hours a week. Where should I work? Retail? blechalskdn. I think I may have to.