Looking to the Future.

So, lately I've been moping. Only because I know that I want to be in Paris working a full-time job , living in my Parisian apartment and chillin with Parisian buddies. Yes, Paris is always on my mind. It's gotten to a point where I am going on fusac (us/french classifieds kind of thing), nyhabitat, and parisattitude almost daily when I'm not researching or studying. It's Friday night and I did absolutely nothing. NCIS and Glee and 30 Rock. That was my night. I needed a night off. Okay. Digression. So, I've found multiple apartments but no job. I went to the Career Fair at Wasserman Center. I found a company who will sponsor my Visa for up to 18 months when I work there. Hopefully, after I get there, I can get a residency card and a permanent working Visa. =) After I get a job. They only sponsor my Visa. First step accomplished.

You know the feeling of wanting something really bad? Like winning the Mega Millions lotto? Yes. I dream about it. But, I've never bought a lottery ticket. Sad. I will when I turn 21. Maybe It'll be my lucky day. Anyway, Paris is something I want. I know my parents don't want me to ever leave the tri-state area as do many parents and their offspring. But I want to bust out and leave and live in Europe. Preferably for the rest of my life. I don't know, New York. You're slacking. I want a different city now. I've only begun my job search and it's already stressing me out. I need to do a hell of a lot of stuff before NYU's career center will even help me find a job. That's a month. Bye internship.

I don't know why I began this post. Probably to reminisce about Paris and how my life will be there. It's a dream right now. But I'm going to get it. I know I will. I'm working my ass off. Hopefully it pays off for something in the future. But as of right now, I have exactly...well give or take a few days 5 months left of my college career (not including winter break). Crazy right? Who would've thought? It's not like college was that enriching or anything. I think Study Abroad at AUP made me a more grounded person. Yea, not you, NYU.

Lots of work to do this weekend. It's my good friend Olivia's birthday this weekend. I don't believe I'll be able to see her because of this crap. It makes me sad. Oh well. It's not like I've missed out on fun before. You have to prioritize right? Merde. That sucks.