Day..2

In the new apartment. My room is a bit cozy, but what can you expect from New York. I'm just glad I can fit a full size bed in here. The cat is making my nose stuffy..starting today only but a few zyrtec made that go away FAST.

Anyways just an update. The past few days have been hectic and my luck still hasn't gone up from where it is. Sunday, I moved in. Success. Started studying for Stats midterm. Fail. I didn't understand most of the concepts so I read the book. Didn't help much. Monday I reviewed all the problems and questions I didn't understand. Okay. Fail again. Tuesday. Midterm. Fail. I don't think I'm going to do well on this one. I just have to study harder/learn earlier these damn concepts and not have to skip class to move shit around and visit lawyers and whatnot. Nahmean? So after, I was feeling pretty upset/angry/pissed off/every emotion that goes with bad mood. Ben told me he did pretty well and I told him to stop talking about it. Another kid that sat next to me, Max wouldn't shut up and I wanted to shoot him. When I say please don't talk about it, don't. I said, please. Find another way to piss me off. Really. I was nice too. I asked 3 times. Asshole. Ben decided drinks and dinner would be a good way to cool off. Success. Alcohol makes all problems disappear. I drank myself to my death. However, still not good because I still have yet to read a book and write a review on it due Thursday. How lovely. I had to skip Tuesday's, well today's class to study for my Stats, but from what I remember from last week, the paper is due before class on Thursday. Okay. Great. Fail.

I am blogging rather than reading. I don't want to read about the telegraph. Doesn't sound interesting. Writing about how shitty my life is right now..better.

On the calendar for the next 3 weeks. Thursday - book review. Following Monday, genetics study paper, Tuesday, film midterm. Thursday - nothing. Following Monday Genetics Presentation, Following Thursday Genetics midterm II, Film presentation. Merde. WTF. KILL THIS SHIT. I'm so happy I'm taking genetics pass/fail. Who deals with genetics in film/media? Complete bullshit. I'm going to study something that has something to do with my major thanks. Anyways it's a MAP course, who are they to think it's so goddamn important.

I won't have time for myself for a while. Just stress upon stress. I feel it in my joints, my arthritis kills, my back is dying. Yay, I'm officially an old lady. On top of that, Halloween is this weekend. Great. Bunch of sluts walking around in stripper boots. Everywhere. That's just lovely. I just want to hide during Halloween. These bitches would die if I had a machine gun. I still don't approve of this provocative dress. Call me old fashioned but I thought Halloween was to scare the shit out of you. Just saying.

Btw, French toast this morning at Mud made my day. At least until Stats. (Insert f-word multiple times over.)