I am.

These past few weeks really have been a test of endurance. Even though I fail miserably in patience, I make up for it in determination. I still need to finish what I came to New York to do. Although my problems with this apartment has gotten past the breaking point, we have people who are willing to back us up and claim their rights as tenants of the building. I just hope it works in the end. I spent 4 hours talking to my 'community.' It was quite an ordeal. People have spent THOUSANDS of dollars on laundering their clothing. This problem is a maintenance situation and the landlord should handle it. AKA the people who work across the street. I dislike them very much. No. Hate is actually allowed in this situation. They deserve what's coming to them.

In my time of need, Katharine has taken me under her wing. I no longer breathe in fumes from pesticides and can get a decent night's sleep in a warm and habitable environment. Her roommates are all hilarious and are so welcoming. I can't thank them enough for their hospitality. I'm sad that I'll be leaving to actually find a place to live because well, they're great people to live with, and I can'y become the 5th roommate.

I have finally found a place and am securing it tomorrow. I finally will have a place to call home for the next 7 months. I'm quite excited.

A thought, Halloween is next next weekend? What am I going to be? WHO KNOWS. I don't know. I might dress up like someone and call it a day. Thing is, I was talking to a friend who was like "Let's dress slutty for Halloween?" Me: "Wtf, porque?" Her: "Because it's the only day of the year that we have a reason to." Me: "Why are you my friend?" We fought about this. I don't find it appropriate to dress 'sexy' or 'slutty' for Halloween. Last time I checked Halloween was something scary with ghosts and things like Jason and Michael and what not killing things. Okay, it's becoming some big ho holiday for the closeted and outed sluts of the world, meaning most of the girls in the US and all of the girls in New Jersey. I watched this segment on the news the other day about slutty dressing and how it's affecting younger girls. I watched a young girl, what, 12 years old, choose out a short/mini skirt with fishnet stockings and a top that showed her bare nonexistent midriff. WHAT is GOING ON? She was going to be a vampire. That look like a vampire to you, because that screams HO in my head. Poor girl is gonna end up pregnant in a ditch. People keep scolding young pregnant teens and young adults scoff of these young teens but they're the ones setting the example for them. I hate society. Let's go back to being cavemen. No such thing as being slutty, no such thing as society, just community and each other. I like that. I don't belong in this era/generation/lifetime.