Fear.

So, does anyone know how to get out a lease? It's been a month and a half since I've moved in and in that month in a half, I've accumulated about give or take 75 bug bites. It's painful and itchy and the realty company knew this before I moved in and decided not to tell me or anyone else in my building. I am allergic to bug bites and get bitten almost every night. I don't know what to do and I really don't want to live somewhere where I have to look around every 5 minutes to see if there's a bug crawling on my wall, couch, bed, or myself. It angers me that my mattress is only a month old and probably now infested with bedbugs because my damn management company refused to tell me there was a bedbug infestation in the fucking building. I didn't yoga today, I'm very angry.

I don't have time to stay home buy slipcovers for all my fabric items. I don't have time to stay at home and clean out my entire apartment. I don't have time to stay at home and move and clean everything before the exterminator comes. I don't have enough money to wash every single piece of clothing, my sheets, carpet, bathmat, towels, everything to prep for this. I don't have the time. These assholes don't realize that I have work to do. I don't have time to be dealing with this bullshit. I'm so sick and tired of people lying to me. I hate renting from assholes. Dealing with lying cheating brokers. I can't deal with this. Not on top of my schoolwork and internships. I'm GRADUATING. I NEED TO HAVE TIME TO ARRANGE MY STUFF. If I don't graduate, I'm going to sue them and make them pay for the extra semester I'm going to have to stay. This is complete bullshit. I hate them and this apartment so much right now. Again, I'm looking around and I'm not happy. Not happy at all.

This is how I feel right now. And this is what I want to do. Well, I can't find a picture, but I want to beat down these assholes. It's illegal so I won't. But I want to. I need a lawyer. I need to get out. I need my money back and new things so I don't bring these bedbugs to a new place. Fuck my life. My life gets worse every day.